Yep, today is the day that reality comes up and slaps me in the face. I have been in a slight funk lately and I can’t figure out why. I have had a lot on my mind, some of which has been dealt with, the biggest was housing. We managed to work out a deal so we could stay here for 6 more months and its a good deal. So we will be here through the holidays, which is good.
So, last night was a very bad night for me, I couldn’t sleep worth anything. See today my baby, not the youngest, my 16 almost 17 year old son is getting his drivers license. How can that be? My baby, not a baby anymore?!? I figured out, with the help of my hubby, that it is a control issue. Today, not only do I feel old, but my grasp on controlling his safety is now slipping out of my hands. I HATE THAT!!!!!
Did you see that? Life snuck up on me and slapped me!
Then on the other hand I have a two year old that is making me nuts! No, seriously, she is pushing me to my limits! She is going through the terrible twos with such an attitude (I honestly don’t know where she gets that from 
) and is turning every last hair I have grey!
So put those two together, my babies at opposite ends of the spectrum, and I am going mad! LOL
I so love them and the letting go hurts as does the attitude and tantrums the little one is throwing. Calgon…take me away…Is that even around anymore…hmm…I may need to look into that for my review blog! If not, Richard Marx take me away!!!
